Part 1

The rain wasn’t just rain. It was a weapon. The kind of late-October Michigan storm that comes in sideways, carrying needles of ice that sting your face and steal your breath. It was the sound of the sky trying to break the world.

I was ten years old. My twin sister, Emily, had her hand locked in mine. Her fingernails were little crescents in my palm, but I didn’t let go. I couldn’t. Her hand was the only solid thing left in the universe.

Three days.

We had been orphans for exactly three days. Three days since our mother, Sarah, had taken her last, rattling breath in the hospice bed we’d wheeled into the living room. Three days since the warmth had vanished from our house at the end of Maple Street. Three days since the laughter, the smell of her baking bread, the very light of our lives, had been extinguished.

And now, John Turner, the man who had been a silent, hulking shadow in our home for five years, the man Mom made us call “stepfather,” was standing in the open doorway.

The storm light behind him made him a silhouette, but I knew his face. It was a mask carved from granite. His eyes, though—I could see his eyes. They weren’t just cold. They were… terrified.

“You can’t stay here anymore,” he said. His voice was jarringly flat, like a snapped guitar string. It didn’t carry. The wind ripped it away.

Emily, who always tried to be the brave one, let out a tiny gasp. It sounded like a mouse being stepped on. I tried to speak, to form a why? or a what?, but my throat had swollen shut. Grief and fear had formed a solid plug.

“I’m not your father,” he said, biting off each word. He was forcing them out, and they seemed to hurt him. “I can’t. I just… I can’t take care of you. Pack a bag. Whatever you need. Go.”

He didn’t yell. He didn’t rage. That would have been almost human. This was an execution. An erasing. He was speaking to us like we were a stray cat he was shooing off the porch, not the children of the woman he claimed to love.

We just stood there. Two small, frozen statues in the hallway, our socks damp from the rain he was letting in. We were waiting. Waiting for the punchline of the cruelest joke ever told. Waiting for him to collapse, to say he was just so sad, that he didn’t mean it, that Mom’s death was making him crazy.

There was no softness. There was only the roar of the wind and the sickening thwack-thwack-thwack of the porch swing hitting the side of the house.

He had never been a father to us. He was just “John.” In the five years since he’d married Mom, he had been a ghost at the dinner table. The sound of the local news on TV. The click-click-fwoosh of his Zippo lighter on the porch at night, a constant, flickering signal that he was out there, separate from our small, warm family unit.

When Mom got sick, he retreated even further. He wouldn’t enter her room. He’d just stand in the doorway, his big hands stuffed in his pockets, staring at her as she faded. He looked at her like she was a complicated piece of machinery he had no idea how to fix.

Emily and I, we never left her. We read her chapters from The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. We held cool cloths to her forehead. We tried to pour all of our ten-year-old life force into her, as if our combined grip could keep her tethered to this world.

He just sat on the porch and smoked.

Now, he pointed a thick finger at the stairs. “Your school bags. Put what you can fit in them. You have five minutes.”

We moved like puppets. Numb. We didn’t grab jeans or sweatshirts. We grabbed memories. I ran to my room and took the framed photo of Mom from my nightstand, the one where she’s laughing, her head thrown back, at the county fair. Emily grabbed the small, velvet-lined wooden box where Mom kept the locket her own grandmother had given her. We stuffed them into our backpacks on top of a single change of clothes and our toothbrushes.

When we came back downstairs, he was waiting by the door. It was still wide open. The front rug was dark and soaked. He didn’t look at us. He looked past us, at the screaming, black, wet street.

He held out his hand. Not to help. Not to touch. He pressed something into my palm. It was a crumpled, damp twenty-dollar bill.

“Don’t come back,” he said.

And then we were on the porch.

The door clicked shut behind us.

The thud of the deadbolt sliding into place was the loudest sound I had ever heard. It was the sound of the world ending.

We stood there for a full minute, the rain instantly plastering our hair to our skulls. I looked at Emily. Her face was bleach-white, her lips blue. Her eyes were wide with a primal terror that I knew would be burned into my brain forever.

Suddenly, she screamed. A thin, reedy wail. “My locket!”

She lunged for the door, twisting the knob. It was locked. Solid.

“My locket!” she cried, pounding on the heavy wood with her small fists. “It’s Mom’s locket! I left it! Please, John! Please!”

She was sobbing, her whole body shaking. “It’s in the box! On the table! I forgot the box! PLEASE!”

There was no answer. I could see his shadow through the frosted glass of the sidelight, standing right there, just two feet away. He was listening. And he was not moving.

“He’s not opening it, Em,” I whispered, my voice breaking. I pulled her arm. “He’s not going to open it.”

I dragged her, sobbing and screaming for her mother’s locket, off the porch. We stumbled down the walkway and into the storm. We walked away from the only home we’d ever known. Every step was a nightmare.

We walked for hours. The twenty dollars was a soggy lump in my fist. We didn’t know where to go. We had no one. Our grandparents were gone. Mom was an only child.

We ended up at the 24-hour bus station downtown. The fluorescent lights hummed and flickered, making everyone look sick. We huddled together on a hard plastic bench, shivering, our backpacks clutched to our chests.

A man in a greasy coat, who smelled like sour milk and cigarettes, sat down next to us.

“Hey kids,” he slurred, smiling, showing yellow teeth. “Lost? Got a warm place you can sleep. Got candy.”

He put a heavy arm on the bench behind Emily. My heart hammered so hard I thought it would break a rib. I remembered what Mom had said. Never, ever talk to strangers who offer you things. Scream. Run.

I grabbed Emily’s hand. “Run,” I hissed.

We bolted. We ran out of the bus station, back into the freezing rain, our sneakers splashing through deep, icy puddles. We didn’t stop running until we were blocks away, hiding in the shadows of a closed post office.

“I’m so cold, Ethan,” Emily whimpered, her teeth chattering so hard I could hear them.

“I know,” I said, trying to stop my own from chattering. “I know. We just… we have to wait for the sun.”

The sun eventually came. A police officer found us, two small, half-frozen statues huddled in a doorway.

The system found us.

They called us “traumatized” and “abandoned.” We were put into emergency foster care. And that’s when the second nightmare began.

“There’s a home,” the overworked social worker told us, her face tired. “Mrs. Petrov. She’s wonderful. But she only has one bed. We’ll have to place you,” she looked at me, “in a temporary group home just until we can find a placement for you both.”

“No!” Emily shrieked, her hands grabbing my shirt. “No, you can’t! He’s my brother! You can’t!”

“It’s just for a little while, honey,” the woman said.

“No! NO!”

They did it anyway. They peeled her, screaming and kicking, off of me. They put me in a white van going one way, and her in a blue car going another.

For three weeks, I was alone. For three weeks, I was in a house with five other boys who had dead eyes and quick fists. I didn’t speak. I barely ate. I just stared at the wall, convinced I would never see my sister again. I had failed her. I had let them take her.

I finally found a phone. I called the social worker’s office every single day, twice a day. “You have to put us together,” I’d say, my voice a flat monotone. “I’m her twin. She won’t survive. You have to.”

Finally, a new social worker, a man who sounded less tired, listened.

“Okay, son,” he said. “We found a new home. The Hendersons. They’ll take you both.”

The day they brought Emily to the Hendersons’ house, she looked… smaller. She ran to me, and we just held on to each other, crying silently in the front yard of these strangers. We made a vow right then. Never again. We would never be separated again. We were a two-person life raft, and we were all we had.

The Hendersons were kind, but they weren’t family. School was a blur. We were “the foster twins.” The ones with the tragic backstory. The ones who only spoke to each other.

But we had a fire in us. John Turner had tried to throw us away like trash. We would show him. We would show the world.

We studied. We worked. As soon as we were 15, I got a job washing dishes at a greasy-spoon diner. Emily worked the checkout at the local grocery store. We saved every penny. Success wasn’t a choice; it was a weapon. It was the only way to prove to the ghost of John Turner that we were not disposable.

Lying in my bed at night, in a house that wasn’t mine, I would hear the thud of the deadbolt. Over and over. And I would ask the darkness the same question.

Why?

It wasn’t just that he wasn’t our father. We knew that. You don’t throw children out into a deadly storm because of a piece of paper. You do it because of something else. Something dark. Something twisted.

You do it because of hate.

Ten years passed. Ten years of grinding, surviving, and building a life on the scorched earth of our childhood.

And then, we came back.

We weren’t 10-year-old victims anymore. We were 20. I was a week from finishing my associate’s degree in architecture. Emily was at the top of her class in nursing school.

And we had the answer.

It was in a sealed, yellowed envelope. An envelope we had received just two weeks prior. An envelope from our mother, given to us by a woman we hadn’t seen in over a decade.

We stood on the cracked pavement in front of the house at the end of Maple Street. The paint was gone, the wood siding gray and rotting. It was a skeleton. A haunted house.

And we had the key to unlock its ghost.

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Part 2

The ten years that separated us from that curb were a lifetime. The Hendersons were decent people; they gave us a room, they gave us food, and, most importantly, they left us alone. They saw the fire in us, the way we orbited each other, and they didn’t try to get in the way.

I found my peace in straight lines. In the logic of physics and the stability of a well-drawn blueprint. I drew houses. I drew shelters. I drew buildings that could withstand any storm. I got a full-ride scholarship to the architecture program at the University of Michigan. I was going to build the safe places I never had.

Emily, whose hands had always been so gentle, so quick to heal a scraped knee or fix a broken bird’s wing, poured her empathy into science. She was a natural. She got her own scholarship to the nursing program. She was drawn, with an almost magnetic pull, to the pediatric oncology ward for her clinicals. She sat with children who were facing the same abyss our mother had. But Emily wouldn’t let them face it alone. She was the person she and I had needed.

We had made it. We were stable. We were succeeding. But we were not whole.

That question—Why?—was a piece of shrapnel lodged in my spine. It ached on our birthday. It throbbed on the anniversary of Mom’s death. It made me clench my jaw every time I saw a man on the street who looked like him.

Then, two weeks ago, Emily got an email.

“Ethan,” she said, calling me from her dorm room. Her voice was trembling. “Do you remember… do you remember Mom’s friend, Clara?”

Clara. Of course I remembered. Aunt Clara. She was Mom’s best friend from high school. She was loud and funny and always brought us candy. And then, about a year after Mom married John, she just… disappeared. We asked Mom about it, and Mom just got quiet and said, “Adults are complicated, baby.”

“She’s alive,” Emily said, her voice cracking. “She lives in Arizona. She… she saw an article. About me. A ‘Rising Star in Nursing’ piece from the university newsletter. She recognized Mom’s eyes.”

My blood ran cold. “What did she want?”

“She wants to meet. She said… Ethan, she said Mom gave her something. For us. Right before she died. She said she’s been holding it for ten years.”

A week later, we were sitting in a sterile hotel lobby near the Detroit airport. A woman with graying hair and the same bright, sad eyes I remembered, walked in. She looked at us, and her hands flew to her mouth.

“Oh, Sarah,” she whispered. “You’re her. You’re both… you’re her.”

She wept. We sat with her for an hour as she told us the story.

“I loved your mother,” Clara said, dabbing her eyes. “But I couldn’t stand him. John. The day she told me she was marrying him, I… I didn’t handle it well. I told her he was a coward. I told her he was a ghost who would haunt her. She was so angry. She was so… protective of him. She told me if I couldn’t support her, she didn’t want me in her life.”

Clara took a shaky breath. “We didn’t speak for three years. Then, I got a call. She was in the hospital. She was dying. I flew back. John wasn’t there. He was ‘at work.’ He was always ‘at work.’ It was just me and her, just like old times. She was so thin.”

Clara’s eyes met mine. “She knew, Ethan. She knew he wouldn’t… she knew what he was. She made me promise. She gave me a box.”

She slid a small, floral-patterned memory box across the table. It was the kind of box a teenage girl would keep.

“She said, ‘Don’t give this to them. Not yet. Not until they’re older. Not until they’re strong enough to handle the truth. When you see them again, and you know they’re safe… give them this. Tell them I’m sorry.’”

“Sorry for what?” Emily whispered.

Clara just shook her head. “I didn’t open it. It’s not for me. I saw that article, Emily. I saw the strength in your face. I knew. It’s time.”

That night, in Emily’s dorm room, we opened the box. It was full of… nothing. Old movie ticket stubs. A dried-up corsage. A ribbon. And at the bottom, under a false lining… a letter.

It was sealed. On the front, in our mother’s shaky, dying hand, it said:

My children. My Ethan and Emily.

My hands were trembling so badly, Emily had to take it. She broke the seal. She unfolded the two pages. She began to read aloud.

It was a love letter. A confession. And a death sentence to the world we knew.

She told us about a boy she loved in high school. A handsome, reckless boy named John Turner. She told us she got pregnant. She told us she was terrified. She told him. And he… he ran.

He vanished. He joined the service, he said. He just… left. A 19-year-old kid, terrified of being a father.

She had us. She raised us. She told everyone her high-school sweetheart had died in a car crash. It was easier.

And then, fifteen years later, he came back.

“He found me,” Emily read, her voice breaking. “He was a different man. Full of regret. He was so broken, my babies. He begged. He just wanted to see you. He just wanted to be near you. And I… I loved him. I think I never stopped. But I couldn’t tell you. How could I tell you? How could I tell you your father was alive, and he had abandoned you? So I made a deal. A terrible deal. He could be in our lives. He could be my husband. He could watch you grow. But he could never be your father. He had to be ‘John.’ Just ‘John.’ He agreed. It was his penance.”

I couldn’t breathe. The room was spinning.

“No,” I whispered. “No.”

“But the lie… it poisoned him,” Emily continued, tears streaming down her face. “It hollowed him out. He loves you both so much, he just… he doesn’t know how. He’s a coward, my sweet babies. He’s a terrible, loving, broken coward. And now I’m leaving. And I’m leaving you with him. And I am so, so scared. I’m scared of what his fear will do. Whatever happens… whatever he does… please know, he is your father. He is your blood. And he loved me. Try… try to forgive him. Try to forgive me.”

The letter fell from Emily’s hands. We sat there, in total, deafening silence, for over an hour.

Stepfather. It was all a lie.

He wasn’t a stranger who hated us. He was our father. Our father, who abandoned us. Our father, who came back and lied to us. Our father, who, three days after his wife died, took his own children and threw them into a storm with twenty dollars.

The question was no longer Why?

The question was How could you?

A week later, the call came. I was in the architecture studio, trying to make sense of a world that had been turned upside-Down.

It was Emily. She was crying.

“I… I just got a call,” she choked out. “From a Mrs. Gable. In Cedar Falls.”

“Who?”

“Our old neighbor. The one with the roses. She… she’s a hospice volunteer now. She has a new patient. At the end of Maple Street.”

My heart stopped.

“It’s him, Ethan,” she wept. “It’s John. He’s sick. Lung cancer. The same… the same as Mom. He’s alone. He’s… he’s dying. Mrs. Gable said he has no one. He just sits in that house. And… Ethan… he still keeps Mom’s room locked.”

The new, terrible truth of the letter slammed into the reality of that phone call.

“We’re going,” I said, my voice cold as steel. “We’re going now.”

“To help him?” Emily asked, her voice small.

“To get an answer,” I replied.

Which led us to this cracked, broken sidewalk. The house at the end of Maple Street wasn’t just a house. It was a crime scene.

I didn’t knock. I pushed the door. It was unlocked. It swung open with a dry, scraping creak.

The smell hit us first. Stale air. Dust. Sickness. And something else… something like old, rotting paper.

We walked into the living room.

And there he was.

He was a ghost.

The man I remembered was broad-shouldered, strong, and terrifying. This… this was a skeleton. He was drowning in a threadbare flannel shirt. His skin was a pale, waxy yellow. His hair was gone, save for a few white wisps. An oxygen tank stood next to his armchair, its green tube snaking to his nose, the hiss of it the only sound in the room.

He looked up. His eyes, sunk deep into his skull, widened. He didn’t see an architect and a nurse. He saw two ghosts. He saw the 10-year-old children he had cast out.

“Sarah,” he whispered, his voice a dry rasp. “You… you came back.”

My entire body went rigid. He thought we were…

“We’re not,” Emily said, her voice shaking. She was a nurse. She saw the death on him. “It’s us, John. It’s Emily. And Ethan.”

His face, a road map of pain and age, crumpled. He seemed to shrink. The shock was replaced by a bottomless, hollow terror.

“You came back,” he whispered again, his eyes darting to the door, as if he expected us to vanish.

“We did,” I said. I stepped forward, into the shaft of dusty light. “We’re not here to see our stepfather.”

He flinched.

“We’re not here to see John Turner,” I continued, my voice shaking with a rage ten years cold. “We’re here… to see our father.”

The word hung in the air. John’s eyes squeezed shut. A low, agonizing sound started in his chest. It wasn’t a sob. It was a keening. It was the sound of a dam that had been holding back a decade of poison, and it had just been dynamited.

“You knew,” he gasped, clutching the arms of the chair. “You knew.”

“She told us,” Emily said softly, her nurse’s compassion fighting with her daughter’s pain. “Mom told us. We found the letter.”

“She… she wrote a letter?” he choked out.

“It doesn’t matter,” I snapped. I was losing control. “She shouldn’t have had to. You stood in that hallway. You looked your own children in the eye, three days after our mother died, and you threw us out. Into a storm. We almost died, you son of a bitch. Emily lost the locket.”

At the mention of the locket, a fresh wave of agony hit his face. He bent over, his body wracked with a cough that sounded like tearing cloth.

“I… I have it,” he wheezed, pointing to the mantelpiece.

We looked. There, sitting on the dusty shelf, was the small, velvet-lined box.

Emily walked to it, her steps hesitant. She opened it. The locket was inside. He had kept it. For ten years, he had kept it on his mantel.

“You kept it,” she whispered, turning to him, her face a mask of confusion. “You… you heard me screaming. You heard me pounding on the door.”

“Yes,” he wept, the tears now flowing freely, cutting clean tracks through the dust on his skin. “I heard you. I stood there. I… I listened.”

“Why?” I roared. The sound came from my ten-year-old self. “WHY?”

“BECAUSE I’M A COWARD!” he screamed back, his voice cracking, dissolving into another wracking cough. He gripped the oxygen mask, his knuckles white.

“I’m a coward,” he breathed, when he could speak again. “I’ve always been a coward.”

And then, the story came. The full, awful, pathetic truth. It tumbled out of him, a torrent of confession he had clearly been rehearsing for his own death.

“I ran,” he said, staring at his hands. “When she told me she was pregnant… I was nineteen. I was a child. I was so scared. I ran. I joined the Army. I didn’t just abandon her. I abandoned you. I spent fifteen years running. From you. From myself.”

“Then I came back. I had to see her. I found her. And… and I saw you. You were fifteen. You were… perfect. You had her eyes. You had… my mouth. And I… I broke. I begged her. Just to… just to be near. Just to watch you. I told her I’d do anything.”

He looked at me, his eyes pleading. “She made the deal. ‘You can be my husband. You can live in this house. But you will never be their father. You will never tell them. You forfeited that right.’ And I agreed. I agreed. It was my prison, don’t you see? It was my penance. To be in the same room as my own children, and not be able to… to touch you. To hold you. To… to be your dad.”

He was sobbing openly now.

“I tried. I tried to be… just John. But I was a ghost. And you… you looked at me like I was a stranger. You were right.”

“And then she got sick,” he whispered, his voice dropping. “And the lie… it started to choke me. I couldn’t comfort her. I couldn’t comfort my own children. I was just… the guy on the porch. The guy who smoked. I… I hated myself. I hated myself so much.”

“When she died,” he choked, “the lie… it was over. But the cowardice wasn’t. I looked at you. You were ten years old. You were her. You were her. And all I could see… was my failure. All I could see was the man who ran. The man who lied. The man who sat on the porch while his whole world died.”

He looked up, his eyes burning with a self-hatred that was terrifying.

“I didn’t kick you out, Ethan. I kicked me out. I kicked my own blood, my own legacy, out into the rain… because I didn’t deserve you. I couldn’t… I couldn’t stain you with my weakness. I told myself… I told myself a new lie.”

“What lie?” Emily asked, her voice trembling.

“That you’d be better off. That you’d grow up strong, hating a ‘stepfather’ you barely knew… instead of growing up knowing you had a father who was… this. This… weak, pathetic… thing. I pushed you out… to save you. From me. It was… it was a monstrous act. It was the last, most terrible act of a coward.”

The room was silent, save for the hiss of the oxygen and his ragged, weeping breaths.

Emily, the nurse, had been watching him. Her eyes scanned the table next to him. Empty pill bottles. A full glass of water, untouched.

“You’re not taking your medication,” she said. It wasn’t a question. “Your hospice meds. You’re not managing your pain.”

John just shook his head, a slight, grim gesture.

“You’re… you’re letting yourself die,” Emily whispered, her eyes wide with a new, horrifying realization. “You’re… you’re committing suicide. Slowly.”

“It’s my penance,” he whispered. “It’s the only one I have left.”

“And Mom’s room?” I asked, my voice flat. “The locked room.”

John fumbled in the pocket of his shirt. He pulled out a single, tarnished brass key on a string. He held it out to me.

I took it. My hand was steady. I walked down the hall. To the door that had been a mystery our entire childhood. I put the key in the lock. It turned.

I pushed the door open.

It was… a tomb.

It was a shrine.

It was exactly as she had left it. Her floral bedspread. Her books on the nightstand. Her half-empty perfume bottle. It hadn’t been touched. It was preserved.

But it wasn’t empty.

On her dresser, where her picture should have been, there were other things.

I stepped closer. My heart stopped.

It was a clipping from a U of M alumni newsletter. A picture of me, Ethan Miller, shaking the dean’s hand. “Scholarship Winner Designs Community Shelter.”

Next to it… a laminated article from the Detroit Free Press. A picture of Emily. “Rising Stars: Nursing Student Brings Compassion to Pediatric Ward.”

On the wall, tacked up… our high school graduation photos. Photos he must have gotten from the school.

He had been watching us.

For ten years, he had been living in this house, in this shrine, in this prison of his own guilt… and he had been watching us. He had been collecting the pieces of the life he threw away.

He knew we were successful. He knew we had survived. And he was… proud.

I grabbed the clippings, my hand shaking, and walked back into the living room. I threw them on his lap.

“You knew,” I whispered. “You knew we were okay. And you just… sat here? You sat here and rotted? You let us think you were just a monster? You let us live with the hate?”

“It was better,” he wept. “It was better than you knowing the truth.”

“The truth,” I said, “is that you are the most selfish man I have ever met. You abandoned us to save yourself. You lied to us to save yourself. And you threw us out… to save yourself. And now you’re dying… to save yourself. Everything… everything was about you.”

The anger was white-hot. But as I looked at him, a shriveled, dying old man, the anger… it just… collapsed. It left behind a vast, hollow emptiness.

Emily was already in motion. She was at the sink, filling a glass with fresh water. She was opening the pill bottles. She put two in her hand.

She walked to him. “You don’t get to do this,” she said, her voice steel. “You don’t get to check out. You don’t get to take the easy way out again.”

She held the pills out. “Take them.”

He looked at her. His daughter. A nurse. Ordering him to live.

He took the pills. He drank the water.

The healing wasn’t a moment. It wasn’t a movie. It was… awful.

We moved him to a hospice facility in Ann Arbor, near us. Not Chicago, not Detroit. A middle ground.

I didn’t visit for the first week. I couldn’t. Emily went every day. She bathed him. She changed his oxygen. She talked to him. She was a nurse. She was his daughter.

I went, finally, on a Tuesday. I sat by his bed. We said nothing for an hour.

“The house,” I finally said. “It’s sold. The money is in a trust for… for whatever.”

He nodded.

“I don’t forgive you,” I said. My voice was quiet. “I don’t think I ever can.”

“I know,” he rasped.

“But…” I sighed. “I’m here. Emily is here. We’re not… we’re not running.”

He reached out a hand. It was skeletal. I looked at it. After a long moment, I took it.

He died two weeks later. Emily was holding his other hand.

We buried him. Not next to Mom. But in the same cemetery.

After the service, Emily and I stood at our mother’s grave. The sun was out. It was a warm spring day.

“She knew,” Emily said quietly. “Her letter… she knew he was a coward. She was just… hoping he wouldn’t be.”

“He was,” I said. “Right to the end.”

“But he didn’t die alone,” Emily said. “And… he did love us, Ethan. In his own, broken, terrible way. He did love us.”

I looked at her grave, and then at his, a few rows over. I thought of the locked room. The clippings. The locket.

I pulled Emily into a hug. “We’re free now, Em,” I whispered. “We’re finally free.”

We were no longer the children he threw out. And he was no longer the monster who haunted us. He was just… a man. A sad, sorry, broken man.

And we… we were survivors. We were our mother’s children. And for the first time in my entire life, the past felt like it was finally behind us.

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